a few events....

House Dinner

On the wateverth of september... the last day of term my boarding house had our house dinner.. This is a formal sit down dinner in which your parents come and meet others and speeches are made and stuff, to celebrate the year that was and to farewell and give a tribute to the year twelves...

I take off my hat to this years year11's!! they did an awesome job with organising house dinner. It was really awesome... The tribute they did to us yr12's was really sweet too..
the year11 wrote a little piece about us and gave as an 'award' of some kind....
LOVE YOU ANNIE AND VRON.....
I really liked the one they gave me... it was soooo sweet... there were some pretty bad pics of me on screen but the song they chose was kool. It was by Ronan Keating. "you say it best, when u say nothing at all"....

Halls Gap
At halls gap i lead on a youth camp for 5 days starting the day after house dinner.
Now that was AWESOME!!! i really loved it...
i got fuzzies from other campers saying that they wanted my to come back and lead again and wanting me to lead on the next camp in portland..
it really made it worthwhile when i had realised that i had helped these kids and made an impact without even realising it.
The week was definitely an experience... i can't say that i enjoyed getting up at 6:00am in the morning after only going to bed at about 11:00pm, especially the day we climbed the pinnacle. was a good walk... but i was slightly out of it that nite.. heheheh
The whole week was filled with good people, good company, good food, and good teachings! was very worth going.... i don't regret it!

Two joyous events that have been happening recently.

orange serviettes anyone?

This past wkend i attended my brothers engagement party. It was a lot of fun, good people good company and good food all wkend.

Anyway at the party were orange serviettes, and because i was bored i started ripping one into pieces. The other members of the table evenutally noticed and jokeingly asked if i was a little stressed or something... and proceeded to bag me out over it all...

Today i get to the end of classes for the day it seems never ending... I was doing practice exams for chemistry earlier and while attempting them it felt like i knew nothing at all. As well as this i realise that i have exams in 5 wks... i HAVE MOUNTAINS of hwrk to and so little time to do it all in. That's not including the revision i'm supposed to be starting. So while struggling to understand the concepts i'm being taught, completing assigned tasks so i can pass the subject i'm supposed to be revising and thinking towards exams, finding a job for the summer, universities.... well THAT is almost a story of it's own accord......, and i'm leading on a camp these holidays [don't get me wrong the camp is COMPLETELY worth going to and i don't regret the decision to attend...], and finiding time to have a break and be a social and resonably happy person.....

Anyone have an orange serviette they could lend me???????

yes i'm stressed... and to be honest i feel like crying......but to u i will seem to be perfectly fine....

don't you dare tell me 'surely it can't be that bad', or 'don't worry it's nearly finished', or 'it'll be alright'......
cos your wrong............

to me yes it is this bad and i know it's nearly over but that doesn't help me know does it??? and the response 'itll be alright' is a pathetic excuse for something to say... it completely glosses over the issue at hand........
those of u who haven't done VCE can't possibly understand the expectations, the pressure and how intense it truly is.... and those of u who have done VCE please remember and understand how u were at the end of year.....

I don't want your sympathy.... i just simply need for you to understand......and know that if u could keep me in your prayers i would be VERY grateful.......

people

why is it that some people have the ability of coming into your life and making u realise what u've been missing all within the space of 10mins???

They then leave you reeling with old memories and hopes that u recognize that mostly wont come true......

*sigh*

a thing i wrote

To not see… would be pleasant.
To not know… would be a gift.
To not feel… would be pleasure.
To not be…… would be heaven.

just a little thing i wrote... i know it's kinda depressing but i kinda like it...
wanted to share my "talents" with the world....