orange serviettes anyone?

This past wkend i attended my brothers engagement party. It was a lot of fun, good people good company and good food all wkend.

Anyway at the party were orange serviettes, and because i was bored i started ripping one into pieces. The other members of the table evenutally noticed and jokeingly asked if i was a little stressed or something... and proceeded to bag me out over it all...

Today i get to the end of classes for the day it seems never ending... I was doing practice exams for chemistry earlier and while attempting them it felt like i knew nothing at all. As well as this i realise that i have exams in 5 wks... i HAVE MOUNTAINS of hwrk to and so little time to do it all in. That's not including the revision i'm supposed to be starting. So while struggling to understand the concepts i'm being taught, completing assigned tasks so i can pass the subject i'm supposed to be revising and thinking towards exams, finding a job for the summer, universities.... well THAT is almost a story of it's own accord......, and i'm leading on a camp these holidays [don't get me wrong the camp is COMPLETELY worth going to and i don't regret the decision to attend...], and finiding time to have a break and be a social and resonably happy person.....

Anyone have an orange serviette they could lend me???????

yes i'm stressed... and to be honest i feel like crying......but to u i will seem to be perfectly fine....

don't you dare tell me 'surely it can't be that bad', or 'don't worry it's nearly finished', or 'it'll be alright'......
cos your wrong............

to me yes it is this bad and i know it's nearly over but that doesn't help me know does it??? and the response 'itll be alright' is a pathetic excuse for something to say... it completely glosses over the issue at hand........
those of u who haven't done VCE can't possibly understand the expectations, the pressure and how intense it truly is.... and those of u who have done VCE please remember and understand how u were at the end of year.....

I don't want your sympathy.... i just simply need for you to understand......and know that if u could keep me in your prayers i would be VERY grateful.......